Blessings surround me
Knowing no boundary
Such a delight
Nothing out of sight
Feelings of despair
No longer there
Consumed by happiness
Never again hopelessness
An addict to this feeling
A surreal high oh so appealing
Darkness fleeting
Feeling of my heart now beating
Shed my layer of ice
The heat’s warmth so nice
Where was this hiding
Deep inside an inner lining
Feel so free
What changed me
What set me free
What was the key
What did I see
What fixed me
Don’t know why
Don’t know how
All I know is
I’m finally happy now
Always
I’m drowning in tears
’till I see you again
My dreams my fears
Written in pen
The ink never clears
Spread by sten
Coloured into shears
Cutting through my den
State of dissaray
Only for you I pray
Return to me everyday
Raid my mind to a haze
Yearn for you forever and always
Broken Mind
Shattered into a reality
Not my own
A king of my mentality
Upon a false throne
Pained into Insanity
Driven into my bone
Painted my vanity
Shaken my home
Cannot free myself
From the shackles of my mind
Keeping me hostage
A contract regretfully signed
My body a victim to a cruel dictator
Controlling movements, every kind
I’m a prisoner of my own self
In a prison undefined
The prison has died
But I’m still here alone
Where my thoughts cannot hide
Where eveything is shown
Nothing is shied
All a manipulation
By my broken mind
Forever Never
The glue that holds me together
Stop thinking of you, never
Hold you tight
I won’t ever let go
You are my everything
And forever so
Mended my heart
Healed my soul
Put me back together
Careful and slow
Never leave your side
Nor you, I
My one of a kind
Through you the world again shined
Thankful to have you in my mind
A blessing I thought impossible to find
But gradually fleeting
Just trying to hide
Heart stops beating
It was Just a matter of time
Crumbling
Engraved into my being
Like the stone ahead
Cannot escape you
Your my skin I cannot shed
My beginning, my end
My life bed
Keeping me awake
Holding me together, my thread
Eyes wide open
Sight of you always in my head
Every encounter retraced
The words I bled
To see your smile
So many things said
Alienating my eyes
Only seeing infrared
Believed in a future
Such faith I now dread
Keeping me down
A path mislead
All the broken memories
Crumbling like bread
Zombies
Flooded by depression
Love in recession
Blood thickening
Heart weakening
Stomach churning
Everything burning
A vacuum in my soul
Fading into a black hole
Memories fleeting
Heart slowly beating
Thoughts creeping
Halting my sleeping
Taking me places
Showing many faces
Zombies of my mind
A terrible find
It’s been so long
Now everyone’s gone
Desolation
Such a feeling of isolation
Death creeping
Life in desolation
Tired of weeping
No motivation
Knife starts seeping
Conflict with the blade and my skin
What will win
To solidify the sin
Creeping from within
What blood will spill
Maybe this emptiness inside will fill
No longer black
But a pool of red
Created without skill
But the creation
A mark to stain
On my vessel of pain
There was but one purpose
This action was meant to
By all definition, kill
Sign of the time
Mind dispersed
To every corner of this earth
everything Rehearsed
My curse since birth
Difficult to converse
Often question my worth
Mind scattered like field mines
Thoughts no longer mine
A cry of the time
A terror sublime
Embrace the side of Palpatine
Destroy the prime
Such a crime
To defy rhyme
To Kill the chime
Silence now mine
No light
No sunshine
A shroud of darkness
Everything hopeless
This the sign
The sign of the time
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Create my own reality
A vision of mine
Have everything I’ve lost
Everything I hoped to find
No one can stop me
They have lost their mind
Losing control
Of all time
World in confusion
Family no longer fine
Wrapped in chaos
But I sit calm
And rewind
A voice
Hear sounds but no one is there
A voice calling me towards despair
A call so beautiful and fair
How can this be wrong
How can it compare
To the sound of an angel
Or the roar of a demon
They are never there
What is the voice
Compelled to rejoice
Never leave it
Even if I had the choice
Will you bring me sadness or joice
Come closer
Make me your holster
Keep me by your side
Give me life
No need to hide
Find me and we’ll go
Do not bide
Fear not
It’s not just you that died
Anxiety
Very anxious
Don’t know what’s wrong
Everything around me
Killing me inside
Furthering fear
Furthering stress
Very frantic
With unecessary panic
Figiting, an immense haptic
Brain gone psychotic
Crazy and neurotic
Scared of something
Don’t feel safe
Not very sane
My mind the vessel
Of my pain
Killing my life
Destroying from within
No idea what to do
No way to win
Never let go
Brought me music
Brought me hope
A new way to use it
No need for a rope
Craving your essence
Unmistakable presence
Such a ray of luminescence
A glow like flourescence
Never forget the time shared
Wherever I go, it’s like your there
In the future never spared
For that time I stay
Hopeful and prepared
Selfish to think
Want you to myself
Written in ink
Never to fade
Forever stained
In my soul
I will never let go
